Tallav: A Star Wars Story (Closed)
Posted: Fri Aug 04, 2023 8:21 pm

Garen Muln; circa 2 BBY
DOWN THE CRANAN-EXCARGA HYPERSPACE LANE, EN ROUTE TO DAGU
DAGU SYSTEM, INSTROP SECTOR
2 BBY
Clone troopers, once his loyal comrades and best friends, all turned against him in an ambush. Sickly green torrential rainstorm of blasterfire flooded his mind. The weight of their betrayal felt unbearable, as the faces of those he had fought alongside contorted into sinister masks of malice.
Amidst the chaos of the battlefield, his once dear comrades were now heartless enforcers of Order 66, the Emperor's deadly decree to exterminate the Jedi Order. Their blasters erupted with lethal precision, leaving Garen defenseless against the overwhelming onslaught despite his skill with his sapphire lightblade.
'Andy! Andy, no!' he had tried his best to reach his Commander - CT-2039 - but the glazed look in Commander Andy's eyes, and the emptiness of his soul in the Force, had only spelled haunting doom to the Jedi. As the visions of comrades turning against him turned to those of his fallen friends and tormented him, a ghostly figure emerged from the shadows. The towering presence of the Emperor's Apprentice materialized, a haunting reminder of the Jedi's darkest hour. The Sith Lord's mechanical breathing echoed like an ominous symphony, and Garen felt a chilling dread seeping into his soul.
The visions intertwined, memories of his clone troopers' betrayal blending with the looming specter of Darth Vader. The pain of the past and the fear of the present melded together in a nightmarish dance, suffocating Garen with remorse and despair.
«Garen Muln...» the haunting spectre pronounced in his mechanical baritone, the red of his lightsaber bathing Garen's vision in blood. «You will die.»
"Gah!" Garen woke up, his scream quickly devolving into an endless, violent cough, expelling thick sputum in fits of discomfort. Weakly, the semicentennial human with his hair and thick, unkempt beard prematurely greyed out, glanced around, blue eyes puffed up with dark circles scanning his surroundings.
Garen Muln found himself adrift on a refugee transport vessel filled with refugees - mostly twi'lek, some human and the occasional rodian - from Ryloth, which was recently undergoing a thorough bombardment after Grand Admiral Thrawn had so ambitiously exterminated the Free Ryloth Movement.
Hopelessness had clouded his heart. He had once been a beacon of light, but the galaxy's descent into darkness had long since broken his once boisterous spirit. If Clee Rhara or Obi-Wan could see him now, how disappointed would they be in him; yet, he found the thought of disappointing them didn't jar his soul as much as it should have. As the ship journeyed down the Cranan-Excarga hyperspace lane, Garen couldn't help but feel detached from the refugees' plight. Their collective fear and desperation, which he could pick up both intuitively and through his closed-off connection to the Force, echoed his own feelings of loss and abandonment.
Unattentively, his ears picked up Ryl, shooting back and forth in clipped tones of anticipated panic all around him. The ship's crowded and claustrophobic environment mirrored the suffocating grip of the Galactic Empire on the galaxy, even this far out in the Outer Rim. Garen observed the twi'lek refugees seeking solace, and a tinge of bitterness rose within him. 'Hope?' What good was their hope when the Empire's iron fist crushed any glimmer of resistance?
Closing his eyes, Garen tried to silence the memories of his former life. He recalled the wise teachings of Master Clee, who had been his mother in everything but blood. How simple and beautiful those earliest days had been, just him and his beautiful, kindly, authoritative yet gentle Master, whom he could run to every time things got too much for him to handle.
Yet, they now felt like hollow echoes of a time when the entire galaxy seemed not akin to dice twirling in the Emperor's sickly, sinuous fingers, and Clee Rhara was dead and silent, like the Force itself had been for years. Garen's feelings of cynicism intensified. He had lost faith in the Force's guidance. What good was it when the dark side reigned unchallenged? He knew he was hiding not just from the Empire but also from the truth: the sun had long since set on the Jedi. The Jedi Code had failed them; it no longer held meaning for him, and the Force, felt distant and indifferent.
Meditating upon the silence of the Force brought horrid flashes back to the forefront of his mind. Garen couldn't help but reflect on the near-death experience that had haunted him since that fateful encounter with Darth Vader. He had been on a remote asteroid, hoping to stay hidden from the Empire's relentless pursuit, when Vader's wrath had found him. The destruction of the asteroid had been swift and merciless, and he had barely escaped with his life. His comrades, Masters Ana and Ry-Gaul, hadn't been as lucky.
Since the aftermath of that harrowing ordeal, Garen had questioned why he had survived. He should have met his end that day. It felt like a cruel twist of fate, as if the Force had abandoned him even in death, refusing to claim his sinful soul so that he wandered the galaxy, lost and rejected. The scars, both physical and emotional, from his encounter with Vader served as a constant reminder of his vulnerability, his inability to save everyone he cared about. No longer the confident and steadfast Jedi Master and General of the 256th Legion within the Grand Army of the Republic, he now felt every bit the broken old man he truly was.
His knees popped and creaked with every step as he got out of the corner he had been sleeping in and began to make his way through the congested greens and blues and pinks of twi'leki women, children, and elderly. His blackened, charred soul barely held on to the remnants of his former self, tormented in his sleep by the haunting symphony of mechanical wheezes and raspy exhalations, the heavy thudding of dark footfalls illuminated by the blood-red of an evil lightsaber.
The memory of that near-death experience lingered like a specter in his mind. It had shattered his sense of purpose, leaving him riddled with doubts and haunted by what could have been. The old man often wondered as to his sins; what had he done to deserve this miserable existence? Could it be that he, or the Jedi as a whole, truly incurred the curse and scorn of the innocents that had been slain as collateral in their war against the Separatists?
His ears registered a thickly accented announcement in Ryl. From what little Garen knew of the language, he could tell that their vessel, a GR-75 medium transport funded by Alderaanian charity, would be exiting hyperspace to deftly make planetfall on Dagu within the next cycle.
Joints groaning, Garen found himself withdrawing as far back as he could, lost in his own bitterness and despair, to sit with his back against the rear viewport of the transport. Palming his chest, the old man's chest heaved in a silent sob, a broken soul adrift in the sea of hopelessness.
'If anyone's listening, please... guide me. Why am I here? Why am I still alive...?" he silently begged up to the heavens.

