Disguise
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Axl, age 11
The obsidian air was unnervingly stale and robust, immune to Axl’s attempts to tame and define it. For light by its very nature sought to tame and define darkness in all its forms, to cull each possibility contained within and impose the certainty of what was.
There was a tangible disconnect between the world he perceived and the same space, across this divide. Still, some impressions made it through the otherworldly veil. The distant echoes of boots on durasteel floors, the cold, antiseptic scent of the facility, and the oppressive weight of fear permeated the air.
He had slipped by the regiment of stormtroopers by tossing a metal can and misdirecting their gaze, but at the same time had started a timer. He had confirmed his presence SOMEWHERE in the vicinity. That would not go unanswered, and stormtroopers themselves were the least of his worries. Far more competent eyes would now seek him out; he was nearly out of nooks to crawl through undetected.
He would need to find cover or disguise himself. He'd considered trying to peel one trooper off from the pack and steal his armor, but he knew at his very young age, he would indeed be a little short for a stormtrooper. Indeed, he had no cloth to drape over himself to slip by the entire two garrisons between himself and his destination.
His mind darted to and fro between options and lessons he had been taught. One came to mind, though less than ideal.
He'd once, out of necessity, blended in with a group of Jawa merchants. Not merely by dressing in their robes and squatting down, but by calling on the Force to aid him in his time of need, to drain the light from around his pale face, to darken his countenance yet produce glowing orbs for his eyes. He had, that day, instinctively faked his form and lived to have need of such a miracle again.
That very air around Axl seemed to grow denser as he reached into the Force, drawing its energy into himself with slow, deliberate breaths. His form, once solid and defined, began to waver, the edges of his silhouette blurring as though melting into the surrounding shadows. The process was slow, a deliberate dissolution of his physical self into something more amorphous, something that defied the boundaries of flesh and bone.
He was not actually shifting forms, but previewing the image of himself he was broadcasting to any mind that received his signal, rewriting how their brains would process him. With it, at least for Axl, there were always side effects and unintended consequences.
Axl could feel the shift in his perception almost immediately. The world around him, normally vivid and sharp, began to lose its clarity, the colors bleeding into one another as though viewed through a frosted lens. His own body was at the center of this change, a focal point where reality bent and twisted under the influence of the Force. He watched as his hands, once defined by the intricate lines of his skin, began to darken, the details fading into a matte black surface that seemed to drink in the light.
The sensation was disconcerting, a profound detachment from his own physicality. His skin no longer felt like skin; it was as though he were enveloped in a layer of void, a cold, lightless substance that absorbed rather than reflected. The shadows clung to him, pooling at his feet and crawling up his legs like tendrils of ink, wrapping him in a cloak of utter darkness. He could no longer see his fingers, the contours of his limbs—there was only a formless mass where his body had once been.
Axl’s connection to the Force intensified, sharpening his awareness even as his physical form dissolved. He felt lighter, as if the weight of his body had been lifted, leaving only the essence of his being. But with this lightness came a deep, resonant hollowness, as though the very core of his identity was slipping away, replaced by the cold, impersonal void that now encased him. It was as if the world was rejecting his presence, forcing him into the role of an outsider, a shadow in the periphery of existence.
His senses adapted to this new state, the world around him transforming into a landscape of contrasts. The brightest lights became painful pinpricks against the inky backdrop of his vision, while the shadows deepened, becoming vast expanses of nothingness. Axl’s perspective shifted, his consciousness pulling away from the physical, anchoring instead in the fluid, ever-changing nature of the Force. He was no longer Axl, a being of flesh and blood; he was a shadow, a void, an absence in the fabric of reality.
But the strain of maintaining this form began to wear on him. The darkness that had once been a refuge now felt oppressive, constricting his thoughts, muddling his focus. The more he tried to hold onto the shadow, the more it seemed to resist, pushing back against his control. His concentration wavered, and with it, the shadow began to unravel, the darkness peeling away like layers of old paint, revealing something entirely different beneath.
Axl’s form began to solidify again, but it was not his own. The shadow receded, leaving behind the hunched form of an old woman, a Mirialan, her back bent under the weight of years. Her skin, a pale green mottled with the passage of time, was creased with deep, intricate wrinkles, each line a testament to a life lived in hardship. Her facial markings were asymmetrical and seemed to itch in his mind, as if they had been freshly tattooed to his very soul. The tattered robe she wore hung loosely over her frail frame, the fabric worn thin in places, its edges frayed and uneven.
Although these changes to his form were illusionary, they must have had a psychosomatic weight, amplified by his deep connection to the Force and his desperation to conceal himself from prying eyes. He knew what sort of troopers were now fanning out, alerted of a presence that did not belong.
The shift was jarring, a violent swing from the abstract to the hyper-real. Axl felt the weight of the transformation settle on him like a heavy mantle, pressing down on his shoulders and forcing him to bend under its pressure. The once-light sensation was replaced by a crushing gravity, the bones in his body seeming to creak with the effort of holding up this new, foreign form.
His sense of self was momentarily disoriented, as though he had been thrust into another’s skin, another’s life. The connection to the Force remained, but it was different now, tinged with the essence of this new identity. It was as if the Force itself had molded him into this shape, filling the empty spaces left by the shadow with the memories, the experiences of this old woman.
Instinctively, his gait changed. Where Axl had once walked with a measured, purposeful stride, the old woman’s body moved with a shuffling, uneven pace. Each step was cautious, the soles of her feet dragging slightly against the ground, as though each movement was a painful effort. The world seemed taller now, more imposing, the horizon tilting downward as he hobbled forward, the robe swaying limply around his legs.
The robe’s facade of rough fabric nonetheless “brushed” against his very real skin, a constant reminder of the frailty of this form. His hands, now gnarled and bony, trembled slightly with age, the fingers curled inward as though clinging to an invisible staff for support. His vision, once sharp and clear, was now clouded, the edges of his sight tinged with a soft blur that made the world seem more distant, more detached.
As Axl moved, the old woman’s persona began to seep into him, not in thoughts or memories, but in the way his body responded to the world. There was a hesitancy in his steps, a cautiousness born of years spent navigating an unforgiving existence. His mind struggled to reconcile the disconnect between his true self and the form he now inhabited, the lines between them blurring with each faltering step.
The sensation was overwhelming, a maelstrom of conflicting identities and emotions. Axl could feel the old woman’s weariness, her deep-seated resignation to the ravages of time, pressing down on his consciousness like a heavy shroud. Yet, beneath it all, his own essence remained, flickering like a dying ember in the depths of this borrowed form.
A trooper rushed by him, unconcerned by his unassuming form. It was working, thus far.
The Force, ever-present, pulsed around him, a constant reminder of the power he wielded, yet in this moment, it felt distant, almost indifferent to his struggle. Axl’s sense of self was fraying at the edges, unraveling under the weight of this transformation, as if the very fabric of his identity was being pulled apart, thread by thread.
And then it happened. He felt them arrive. The Purge Troopers were rounding the corner, answering the call to sweep the sector. And behind them, something far more imposing, and for young Axl, an untested challenge. One that had meant the end for many more attuned and disciplined than himself.
In the confusion, his form slipped and blinked away. The boy darted behind cover, praying to gods in which he didn't believe that he hadn't been seen.
Regardless, he followed the training protocols his father had drilled into him. He slipped between cover and shadows, repositioning in case he had been spotted. He was a ball hidden beneath a cup, being shuffled before a bewildered mark with deep pockets and shallow wit. He hoped.
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